Saturday, April 23, 2011

2 Positive Thoughts

1 - If I lose 2 pounds every week for the next 6 weeks, I will be back to my target weight.

2 - If I do the Jillian Michaels 20-minute workout a few days a week, I will probably lose more than 2 pounds.

Just finished the "30-Day Shred" Level 1 circuit and I'm feeling pretty good. It was hard, but I didn't pass out. One of those where you can make the workout as hard as suits you. For instance, I skimped on the push ups, but I crushed the butt kicks... that kind of thing. So I'm feeling energized, optimistic, and ready to take on the world. Bring on Week 2!!

Week 1

I lost 2 pounds. 8 total. The 8 sounds great, the 2... well, not bad. To be honest, I didn't really do a whole lot. I worked out all of twice (and both of those were 10 minute on demand workouts) and my food intake was nothing to be proud of. Don't get me wrong, I wasn't upset with myself, but I didn't feel like, hey, I did a REALLY good job this week. I'm not proud, but I am satisfied.

Essentially, I did a good job getting into a routine. Every morning I had a bowl of Special K w/Strawberries cereal and skim milk. I had a healthy banana-blueberry muffin. (I should actually post that recipe, they're delicious and full of good stuff!) I had a Jazz Apple, a FiberPlus fiber bar, and then (some days) two packets of lower sugar apple cinnamon oatmeal. Some days I didn't even need the oatmeal.

When I came home, that's when things got tricky. See, I love cheese. So I bought my very-favorite-of-all-time-brie cause it was on sale at Whole Foods and had some of that pretty much every night. Some nights I made a tomato, spinach, and mozarella salad with olive oil and a little balsamic vinegar and had some of that deliciousness. I also had smoothies, quinoa pilaf, some chicken and stir fry... all kinds of things. One night I had to go to the bar to watch the Flyers game and got soup and beer (ok and I had a few wings). Another night I went out for a date and got a chicken and goat cheese salad and mojitos. For the MOST part, I stayed away from really naughty things. So an overall 2 pounds is fair, I suppose.

Gotta vamp it up for week 2. My mother got me the Jillian Michaels workout DVD so I'm going to give that a shot. And Steve and I talked about really cutting back on food and only eating healthy stuff going forward (after Easter brunch, of course). So that's the plan. 63 days left.

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Operation OBX

When I was little my family used to have a house in the Outer Banks, North Carolina. We went down every summer and I will forever cherish my memories from those weeks and weeks. This past September my mom and I went back there for the first time in 10 years. Just driving over the bridge with the windows down, taking in the smells, was like returning to a dream from my childhood. I love it there so much. Everything moves at a slower pace. If you walk around barefoot, no one looks twice. There are dogs EVERYWHERE. The air is just... cleaner. Every morning I sat on the beach with a book, listening to the ocean and watching dolphins swim past me. To me, it is a place of magic. I forgot how much I adored the Outer Banks, and decided I needed to go back. A lot.

This year, from June 26th-July 3rd, I am going back. One week of vacation surely will not be enough, but it's a start. That being said, I am writing all of this on a diet blog for a reason. DISASTER. Short and simple. Things have deteriorated since the fall in a spectacular fashion. I gained an embarrassing amount of weight, to the point where I'm not even comfortable telling anyone how much.

10 weeks. 70 days. And I am back in a bathing suit. Hence: Operation OBX. I have to get back to the point where I am not just comfortable, but proud. Winter is over - no more excuses.

After a few weeks of excessive partying and binge eating, I've eased back into the stop-being-a-pig process over the last few days. I've lost 6 pounds. Not by dieting per se, but just by eating better. That's sort of embarrasing in and of itself. 6 pounds just by not gorging myself? But what's done is done. And I can't go back, I can only go forward. And forward I shall go... into Operation OBX.